The office party is coming up and I’m going to be heading out of town to have some time away with my best friend- doing anything but dwelling on my life and feeling sorry for myself. I feel bad that I will not be there to offer moral support to my boss, the head of the company, or celebrate with the coworkers I do like. But I can’t handle the idea of what/ who will be there… I’d lose my mind.
Had a very painful series of email conversations with the ex this week too. Both of us are such wounded and cornered animals right now- lashing out when poked. Both of us end up falling to new lows or stooping to levels we just shouldn’t. It really sucks- as if the divorce itself wasn’t bad enough.
Booked the tickets for my daughter’s Christmas present; we’re going to see the Nutcracker ballet together- just the two of us. We’ll both get dressed up in nice clothes, go to the ballet (hopefully the seats are good) and then go to a nice dinner. I know she’ll enjoy the attention and the one on one time. She’ll feel like a princess and that’s exactly what I want. Maybe it will make me enjoy this Christmas finally. I sure hope it will.
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